This is such a tough question. There are things that scare me that also make me nervous. But the biggest thing that makes me nervous as someone in their 30s is that I wasn’t successful enough in my 20s so it’s hurting my 30s. I never believed that burnout was real. Oh it’s real and it’s tough to navigate it in this economy. I don’t make enough to live comfortably which causes me to work on the side. I just want to take a 2 week vacation (possibly longer) to just relax and not think about any work. But I know it’s just not possible right now.
It upsets me that I got too comfortable and stopped learning after college. I wish I took an online course every year to allow myself to standout in a competitive market. So what makes me nervous is not taking advantage of my career at a younger age and excelling at it instead of conforming.
This is different than my usual content. I write book reviews with character summaries. But lately obligations have increased and has taken a toll on when I can read and post regularly. I want to have more time to devour books but I can’t seem to have enough time anymore.





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